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Wednesday, April 25th, 2012
9:01 pm
American Idol
American Idol is the worst show ever. Now wait, I didn't say "You have to think that American Idol is the worst show ever". I understand not everyone thinks this. There's millions of people who tune in to watch this piece of shit t.v. show. My mom, whom I love dearly, is a huge fan. I just don't agree with it. For one, most of the people on there, are again in my opinion, horrible singers. They might be okay in their church choir or just because they played Sandy from Grease in their middle school production does not make them someone America should idolize. Fact- everyone who has ever been on the show, or tried out for the show, is probably a better singer than me. I don't care. I just can't stand it. They take these kids who were born with a voice thats mediocre and turn them into stars overnight. Anything that somebody does not have to work for is something I cannot get behind. My advice for these kids who want to be on this show...go start a band, write your own damn songs and work hard. Night after night. See if you want this. See if you can handle this. Most of these "singers" are more interested in being on t.v. than they are becoming true artists. It's more of a pagaent than a talent. The popular ones move on, where as the ones who don't have 100,000 friends voting for them every night get kicked off.
Monday, November 17th, 2008
7:04 pm
the most unwonderful time of the year
Deer. Gosh dang deer. No, I didn't hit one and no, one didn't hit me...But when Abe, Megan and I were coming home tonight there were 2 different occasions where we almost got plowed. Yeah, no fun. It wasn't super close, but it was close enough to know that they are definitely bouncing around tonight. Also, the roads suck. Going slow sucks and being forced to go slow, because of the weather, is even suckier. But becareful folks, and put safety 1st....This is my 1st post in a long time and thats all I got. Maybe I should go back to not posting, eh?
Sunday, April 27th, 2008
11:22 pm
interesting dream.....
Very interesting dream
Man, what a weird, but really life-like dream I had today. It's very rare when I have a dream where I can actually remember thinking about what is happening to me. Today I had the most "real life" like dream I can ever remember having. I won't get into the details of the beginning of the dream because I don't think they have any relevance to the ending. Let's just say I was bouncing around from house to house, partying with people and yadda yadda. I kept ending up in weird places and I couldn't figure out how I would get to them. At one point I remember slipping down a really sandy cliff into some deep water. I knew I was defintely going to drown because the cliff was so sandy and steep there was no way I could get back up. I remember there being a tree sticking up out of the water and I held a small branch to stop from struggling when a spider (I'm assuming a water spider) ran across my hand. I kinda laughed because it didn't scare me. I remember thinking I don't have time to worry about spiders when I knew there was no way I could ever make it back up that cliff....Somehow, I don't remember how, but I was suddenly at another party, telling the story of being stuck in that water...Unfortunately I never got to the end of the story and never got to figure out how the hell I got out of that situation. Next place in the dream Keith, Abe and I were suddenly at this bridge watching this guy ride around on some small boat like thing, and he was telling us how he waits out here for a guy who flew off the bridge on his motorcycle and died. He says that some nights you can see him real quick flashing thru the air...Being intrigued by this Keith, Abe, and I decided to stick around and see what happens. Before to long the current picked up and he fell off his lil motorized bike like thing. All 3 of us jumped into the river and tried to save him. The water just kept getting harder and harder to fight and soon we were all being swept down stream....Next thing I know we were inside a tunnel and the water was only about a foot deep. So we began walking and there was no end to the tunnell in sight...It was so weird to be in a dream thinking about how weird it all was....I remember passing a cowboy, it sounds funny but it was so strange because it was so real...We just stared, he was heading the opposite way in the tunnell and I nodded to him, he said 'good evening' and kept walking like it was just normal to pass a cowboy, equipped with a holster and guns, and a big hat and chaps and all the roy rogers he could muster. If it hadn't been so real, it probably would've been extremely funny but I just kept thinking "where the fuck are we? And why the fuck did a cowboy just pass us?" I faintly remember other people passing us as well, but the cowboy is the only one that really stuck out. Next thing I know, we must've exited the tunnell, because we were being loaded onto a bus. I don't remember if Keith and Abe were still with me, but I remember wondering why the hell I was getting on this bus. I sat down and looked around me, some people seemed just as confused as I was, while others seemed to be really comfortable and having what kinda looked like a good time. Some of the bus had some seats and the other half was just open space where people were kinda sitting/and or standing...I got up and wandered back there and sat on the floor when 2 girls about my age came up and were standing right infront of me...I was so confused and kinda scared to ask, because I knew others would hear me, but I did anyways- "What year is this? Are we in the 2000's? Where the hell are we?" The girl who was really pretty, which I didn't care, but I remember her being that way, suddenly looked at me real sad like and then her face turned really old. All of a sudden, even tho she was in the same clothes, she said to me in a super sad tone "I don't know young man, I believe I've been riding this bus for 51 years, I think we are in hell". At this point I realized whereever I was going I was either dead or I was going to be dead soon. I looked around more nervously and some people were kinda smiling and smirking and making gestures to each other about me and the other ones who were very confused. I do remember thinking a lot about my parents and thinking that at least my parents know that I love them and I know that they love me. I could tell we were getting close to whereever we were going because people were getting antsier and more restless...I looked out the bus and at one point it looked like we were driving thru clio but I wasn't really worried about where we were at, I was more worried about where we were gonna end up. I got up and walked towards the front of the bus and found a guy about my age and sat next to him....Right before I was started talking to him a guy stood up in the very front and made an announcement about how we were almost there and how the new ones will soon learn...or something like that. Either way I knew then that I was dead or I was soon going to be dead. I don't know how I knew, but I did....I turned to the guy next to me and asked "Is this gonna hurt?" He looked at me and smirked and then said "Just stay on the ropes and don't drink too much". I remember my last thoughts being about how I just wish I could see my loved ones one more time, but at the same time I knew I didn't have any battles with anyone and that even tho my life was, or was about to be over, I was okay with the way I treated people and the way people treated me. Then I just started asking, in my head, to see everyone one more time...over and over again...I was starting to get more nervous but I remember calming myself down thinking, "stay on the ropes, don't drink to much" and then looking around and seeing that even tho the people on the bus seemed stuck there, some actually had made friends and maybe after I had to go thru whatever it was I was about to go through I would be okay once I wasn't one of the new ones. Then I thought about my parents again and how much I was going to miss them....Then I woke up......................................I'd like to study this dream. I'd say that it defintely has a lot of maybe going to heaven, maybe going to hell and maybe the bus being a purgatory thing and thats where I was at...and maybe I was about to get a challenge to see if I was going to make it into heaven or get sent to hell, or whatever...Maybe the people passing us in the tunnel were going to heaven? Maybe they were going to hell? Those words keep haunting me tho, "stay on the ropes and don't drink too much". I can't help but to think it felt so real for a reason...Or maybe my subconscious was being super creative this morning. Holla if you hear me! hah.
Wednesday, July 11th, 2007
7:12 pm
Life as I know it.
Life is crazy. I never expected this summer to be as much fun as it has been so far. I need to plan something other than the usual though. I am getting sick of the usual...drinking, drinking, drinking and smoking cigs. I used to really be against cigarettes but now I am smoking them often. Whatever. I want to exercise more though for sure. It's hard to run when a pack of cancerous demon sticks are clogging your lungs. I used to be stronger than this...I used to be better than this...

But other than the drinking and smoking life has been great. I have been spending a lot of time with my wonderful girlfriend Megan. It's still weird to have a girlfriend sometimes. I mean, it's not a bad thing at all...I am just so used to being alone, but I love being around her...so it all works out for the best. I have always said I didn't think I would ever be able to have a girlfriend again but Megan makes it really easy. I just don't do well with relationships and things like that because I hate it when people let little things bug them. But with her everything is going really great and I don't see anything changing. Looks good.

Tattoos. Need more of those.

Motorcycle- went to Hell yesterday with my parents and Angela. It's really nice having a girlfriend that don't care that one of my best friends is a girl. I know it helps that Angela is a lesbian but still, I could see some girls being very skeptical and weary about the whole situation. But Megan takes it well and has even become friends with Angela which makes it all even better.

Speaking of motorcycle rides, Megan and I took off to Higgins Lake on the 4th of July. Stayed at Abe's aunt and uncles Wed and Thurs...then on Friday we took off across the state and stayed in Tawas. We stayed at this place named 'the Dale Motel' and it was a good time saying that in a very red neckish voice. I am not used to motels, but I am not a materialistic bastard so we stayed in the lil place which turned out to be nice, even though they never even asked for my I.D. or anything. Maybe it's because I paid with cash, but I found that sorta odd. Whatever, I had comedy central and liquor and my girlfriend of course, so it was all good.

I need to quit spending money at the bar. Last night my tab was like 63 bucks or something ridiculous like that. Saturday night it was around that much too. That's just a waste. People tell me "but you have a good job, you can afford it"....I don't care how much money you make, seeing a bar tab like that never feels good. But it always comes back...never learn..

Other than all this bla bla bla I really don't know what else to write about. I am sure everyone is enjoying my ramblings but I am now going to go watch 'Jeopardy' with your host, Alex Trebec!
Monday, April 30th, 2007
9:11 pm
The man walks with shadows...a life hidden behind many walls...not even doors so-to-speak..doors can be opened, walls cannot. maybe a wall has a door or two...maybe the man, sees the door...he just keeps walking...that endless hallway with barriers on each side...it never changes...it never ends...if only one day would he chose to step through a door, take a leap out of the hallway...is he happy in the hallway? is that why he stays? maybe so. or maybe change is not something the man welcomes..change can lead to worse things, or maybe better things..does this make the man a coward? a pessimist? he has happy things in the hallway, things that make him laugh and smile..it's not all bad. it's just the same...passing doors and staying safe...the man walks with shadows.
Sunday, March 25th, 2007
11:17 pm
It seems like my livejournal has fell prey to myspace. Ah well. Anyways, things have been great...usually are..knock on wood....This weekend was really fun. Friday went to Angela's sisters and played cards with some friends..and then Saturday went out to Jack's Place in Flushing for Angela's bday with a lot of friends...Sucks that tomorrow is Monday. I wish everyday could be like last night haha. Well of course I'd like about a 3 hour motorcycle trip and a tattoo session to be thrown in there somewhere.

Rode my motorcycle for a lil bit on Friday and A LOT today. I just kept going, didn't really know where I was at but I knew which was home..so that was good. Ended up somewhere on the other side of Owosso out by Perry I think..didn't really take any main roads so it was mostly farms and fields....and old houses. I passed an old abandond house today on the bike and found myself thinking about who could've lived there. What happened? Why is this house vacant? It was a pretty deep and good thought there for awhile.

I might be going to Indiana this weekend with my cuzin Steve and his gf Amber. We'll be visiting with my cuzin Billy and his wife Angela. So that would be great. Just have to try and get Friday off..

well I should go sleep now..or at least try too.
Thursday, March 15th, 2007
10:37 pm
yo
This is not an emo post..this is not a rant..this is not me in a depression..this me analyzing...and thats a good thing..anyways..

Most days I wish that I could go back to when I was 19..when things were so exciting. 19!!! I have my whole life ahead of me! So many exciting things to come. Psssh. I haven't done much since I graduated high school..yeah 3 associate degrees from MOTT. But anyone knows that associates don't mean shit today. Especially when you want to work in a psychology related field...Seems like I'm still 19...Nothing has changed..at all..Except that I drink more and I smoke now (when I drink)..Piddily stuff has changed..like my job and some weight gain and more school credits..but defintely not enough. When I was younger I just always thought I'd be older at age 24...

Heres to feeling 19..

I need a change. A big one. And not a bad one.

But alas!, I am content and for the most part I am a very happy guy. Just weird how time slips by and I look back and go...wtf? 5 years and I am still waiting for something different. AH well.

St. Pattys day! Flint town bars. give me a shout on my cell. If you don't have the number and want it, e-mail me. Pennywise36@hotmail.com Starting out at Buffalo Wild Wings in Fenton and then to the Loft in downtown and from there..well it's wherever the party takes us.
Sunday, February 18th, 2007
9:16 pm
Wow, I haven't written in here in ages. Guess nothing significant has really happened...but last night something kinda did.

So, most of you on here know me..and know that I am generally an all around nice guy. Always smiling, always laughing, always having a good time. Well, a few people who are near and dear to me have told me on many occasion how, sometimes, I don't stand up for myself enough. Well, I can't really look back and remember being pushed around for something I actually cared about. Usually if someones gonna be a dick, I just let them be a dick and not worry about it. Well last night I didn't let it go. I was thinking all night and actually the past couple months....I want to test myself. I want someone to test me and I'll make a conscious effort to see how I react....so sure enough last night at the bar some lil punk tried to get tough with me. It's the 1st time in my life I remember something small actually bothering me...maybe it was because I was looking for it. Anyways, it was about 2am and I knew we had to leave the bar soon. So I went to the bathroom and got that out of the way. Upon returning to my table I see a guy standing over Abe's shoulder..getting closer I see him collecting pilsner glasses. I sit down, he reaches for my FULL glass. Wait a second. So I say "hey man just give me a minute"..."no, you have to chug it"...heres my chance so I took "listen man, I said give me a fucking minute and I'll be done"...."chug it" he says. "dude, did you just fucking hear me? You have other people in this bar you still have to kick out. Go fucking get them out and by then I'll have the beer done"...."no, we need to take it right now"...."give me a fucking minute, okay? maybe two, thats it. I told you, I see other people here. I tipped well, I haven't caused any trouble and I'm not about too...but just let me finish my fucking beer"....Obviously, Im not giving up my beer, so the guy calls across the bar in a very very whiney voice "Gaaaaaaaaaary"...so Gary comes over..the guy says "he refuses to leave" I say "fuck that, I want to finish my beer, he says chug it, you want me puking on the fucking floor?" Gary is calm and tells the guy to leave me alone and he'll take care of it. Gary is cool and says I don't have to chug it, just kinda hurry it up. He asks me why I didn't give up my beer and why (pointing to Abe) he did..I reply "cause he's a pussy" of course just joking and we all laughed about that. Gary was cool, I finished my beer in about 30 seconds and we left. The other guy staring me down as I was walking out.

But it was the 1st time in my life that I can remember really being passionate about not getting pushed around. There were other people in the bar, I was going to hurry, I just didn't want to chug it. Maybe it's because I'm reading a book on the Hell's Angel's, or maybe it's because I don't like being told I'm too nice sometimes...But something snapped last night...and like Sonny Barger, the leader of the Hell's Angel's, said in his book "If you let people know that they aren't going to be able to fuck with you, you usually end up getting your way"...Something along those lines. And I thought about that a lot last night. On the walk back home to Abe's apartment I told Abe I had felt bad and maybe I was being a lil to harsh. But Abe said no, I was calm but firm and I think thats good. I got to finish my beer and they got me to leave. Thats all I wanted. I know something ridiculous like fighting over a beer isn't going to change my life, but really it was the principle. I paid for the damn beer and I tipped well for it. I sure was going to enjoy it.
Saturday, December 30th, 2006
5:55 pm
Qdoba's and beer
So last night was rather interesting. Well, it was actually just like every other night that I dont have to work. Drink drink drink.

Anyways, Nate and I went and got Qdoba's today. 2 burrito's each, one for now, one for later..Which later is actually becoming now because I'm getting hungry again.

ANYWAYS, this is the best part. READ THIS PART:

Nate and I spot attractive young lady that we have seen at Billy's Roadhouse before. So as she's standing there ordering up her burrito Nate makes an excellent observation.

Nate: She has the head of a fat chick

Me: wow Nate, what an excellent observation! I knew something just wasn't right but I couldn't pin point it, thank you.

That was real neat. And the burrito was even better.
Saturday, December 16th, 2006
2:44 pm
blah
the whole 'not drinkign or smokign' thing lasted about 4 nights. Which is good. I just got sick of not doing it. I guess I gotta understand that my 'wild oats'(whatever the fuck those are) are still ah churnin'. It's good times though for sure and thats what it's all about right? right. So yeah, still working out and eating good and all that stuff. Just gotta accept that I just like drinking. That's that.

Anyways, about 'acceptance'..I was reading Rolling Stone yesterday and even though I don't really like My Chemical Romance, I read an article on singer Gerard Way. And he was talking about how he tolerates a lot and doesn't see why the world looks down on others and stuff. And his quote blew my mind, it was simple but it totally fits me: "I'm just really into acceptance". I love it. No I will not buy your albums Mr. Way, but I will direct quote your wise words.

I think "I'm just really into acceptance" should be on my tombstone..yeah, that'd be weird. People would walk by and go "what the hell?" and then it should say something about me being 'one bad mamma jamma' and then people would laugh and point..and probably vandalize it. But hey...I could accept it.
Tuesday, December 12th, 2006
9:21 pm
Staying at home and not going out is nearly not as much fun as going out and not staying at home. But alas, here I am..on a Tuesday...Ya see I'm kinda not liking the pictures I recieved back from the bar on Saturday night. I kinda have manboobs again, and man, who wants manboobs? Other than those I do have major love handles, and since no ladies are along for the ride, who the hell wants those? My thighs are getting kinda big too, but then, Id just be silly and kinda woman-ish if I were worried about those...However! the boobs and the love handles are quite strikingly unattractive. And since I have this really really really really beautifully perfect model-like face, how the hell could I let the rest of my body slip away? So what do I do? I went out and bought a jogging suit. Yes folks, a jogging suit. It doesn't even match. But it works, cause I ran a mile in it today. And if tomorrow goes right, I will run another mile and then Thursday and then so-on. My goal is to make to New Years Eve without drinking..but maybe a more realistic goal would be to make it to New Years Eve without dying. Either way, Im sure I'll be drinking then.

On to a more serious subject: Im getting chubby and I hate it. So I'm gonna start working out again. Yeah, it's the same subject but it's just a simpler way of putting it. Oh and did I mention I'm taking a break from drinking?

It sucks already.
Monday, December 11th, 2006
5:20 pm
Its been so long since Ive written in here. Im now 24. Yippee. Not really. Still drinking a lot..still not sure why...Gaining a lot of weight. Hating my job but loving the money...blowing all the money...

I think I need a change eh? Yeah.

Things have been quite weird the past couple months. Learned a lot more about myself and about my life. I think I plan on staying single forever haha. I can't handle anything about women unless it's just as friendship. Ah well. Not to worried about any of that.

Im super tired. Couldn't sleep last night. Never can really.
Monday, October 23rd, 2006
9:44 pm
Tomorrow the tatt will be complete..other than a few hits here and there. pretty much solid after tomorrow. sweet.

went out to eat with ashley tonight. good times for sure.

dont really know much more. kinda emo right now for no reason at all.

things need to change. GM is good, all the same, but the money is excellent. getting used to that...

missing friends. big time. life just isnt the same when you only have 2 nights to really let yourself go.
Sunday, October 8th, 2006
7:32 pm
Well it's been over a month since I've used this...weird.

I guess the summer is officially 'over'...Which sucks major ass indeed..mainly due to the lack of days left that I'll be able to ride. Today my parents and I went on a long ride. It was really nice and the colors of the leaves really made it even more beautiful. I've always loved living in Michigan..but now that alls I want to do is ride..I think I should go where I can ride year around...maybe.

This summer was amazing. I can't even begin to look back and remember all the good times..when I do my mind just gets scrambled with em all coming to me at once. Probably the best summer I've ever had..and I hate to see it end. But maybe it means theres more good things to come..I hope.
Thursday, September 7th, 2006
6:16 pm
Big weekend.

My car is a total mess..inside and out. Ive been meaning to clean it for months now...just meaning too.

big weekend.
Monday, August 28th, 2006
3:51 pm
Dang, I guess I dont use this thing much anymore..No time for the internet really. Today has been really good. Except, Im kinda tired..

Actually only worked 8 hours today. Which is crazy. Usually it's at least 9. They came around screaming '8 hours' and I didn't demand no explanation...although the rumor was some line before us broke down so we wouldn't have any motors to work on for the 9th hour..Looks like tomorrow we'll be back to 9. Ah well. Good money.

This past weekend was amazing. Went up to Charlie's place up north. Friday night we went to a bar called Jackie's place and sang really bad karoake. They had a super shitty selection, but we managed...As we were sitting there we struck up a convo with the table next to us...3 couples who appeared to be in their 60's...."where u from?" one of them asked "flint" I say...

"yeah, flint"
"wheres that?" what, this guy dont know where flint it??
"um, about an hour north of Detroit"
"oh, where at in Flint?"
"actually..Montrose"

at this point another guy turns around and laughs..the 1st guy says
"well I grew up in Montrose"...turns out that he lived about 3 houses north of where I live right now. Crazy. Good times.

The rest of Friday was going back to Charlie's house and drinking with him and his dad. Charlie falls asleep at 4, his dad and I stay up talking until 5:30...

Saturday wake up at 1:30, sit around..drink coffee until about 5. get dressed, go to this awesome resteraunt..go back to the house drop his dad off and go to a bar named 'na-ta-ka'. Upon entering the bar we see...oooooh karoake 9-1. So we wait until 9 and figure out, well, hell, this is a much better selection and the bar is packed..Finalyl I talk Charlie into calling his dad...so he does and his dad says its cool if we drive back to the house and he'll take us back to the bar and pick us up later. Awesome, I see drunkendness coming on..

Let's just say that Charlie and were getting many laughs..it was funny. Nothing different than a Tuesday except the people and atmosphere. but really it was like an old day, either at bubbas or billy's, when everyone was really into it and having a good time. this guy stopped me on my way out of the bathroom and says "hey man, thanks a lot for singing those songs, u and ur friend are really helping us have a good time" haha. Ya don't get that to much....his dad picked us up abotu 130 and we went back to the house to continue drinking...pretty much same thing as the night before except his dad drank pop..charlie fell asleep about 430 and finally his dad says "well tom, i hate to do this but it's fucking light outside" ...holy shit. yep, it was 630. so off to bed we all go...woke up at 330 on sunday and helped them move a trailer to a friends place down the road. went to another kickass resteraunt and got home about 10:45.

yes, good weekend.
Wednesday, August 16th, 2006
10:32 pm
Survey
Body: : ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
nope.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
none of us really. we are all pretty laid back. usually we get mad and yell and then crack jokes lol. id say we are all pretty even. maybe im the worst, but not bad really at all.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyones face?
hecks no lol

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
I dont see my face when Im mad lol but I dont think so.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
yell/laugh lol try and diffuse my emotions.


EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
i dont think so.

2. Are you easily excited?
yep.

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
blueberry/ and skidway lake if I can go.

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
that would easily be Angela lol

5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
new motorcycles for pops and me...and then a house in caseville, on the water.

6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
a house on the water in Caseville.

SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name?
tommy

2. Where were you born?
Flint Michigan

3. What's your main goal in life?
become a psychologist

4. Do you want to have children?
If I find the right girl.

5. How do you want to die?
I dont like answering this question. We dont really have a choice unless we do suicide, so why the heck bother even thinking about it?

OPINIONS

1. Sex before marriage?
sure.

2. Lower the drinking age?
I dont know.

3. Abortion?
Only for extremely good reasons...

4.Recycling?
good.

ALL THE GOOD STUFF


2. Who is the best hugger that you know?
ME! lol idk really.

3. Do you believe in love at first sight?
kinda I guess.

Q and A


Q: How many beds were you in yesterday?
A. just mine.

Q:What color shirt are you wearing?
A: brown

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday
A: Laugh

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: like $7

Q: Hockey?
A: love it.

Q: I can't wait till...?
A: Saturday!

Q: Who got you to join Myspace?
A: Lynn

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: Im not sure..

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: A bar

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: 2 sweatshirts from Angela...We stayed out on the motorcycle way longer then expected last night and it was freezing. So when I dropped her off I snatched a couple hoodies....tonight we were smarter I wore my leather and she brought a hoodie. So it was much warmer lol

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most?
A: myspace

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: No

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: nope

Q: What city was your last taxi ride in?
A: never been actually.

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: Sometimes at work I get kinda upset..Idk about 'really upset' Im pretty much a robot at my job so I think about a lot of things and sometimes I dive into things I shouldn't really be going in depth about lol. But I dont get 'really upset' because I don't allow myself too.

LAST

1. Person you saw not in your family?
Angela.

2. Hugged?
Angela.

3.Movie watched?
Hi-Fidelity...just got a dvd player and a tv in my room. SO I keep falling asleep to this movie everynight. Its amazing lol

4. Song you listened to:
Nehaila- Everclear

WHAT ARE YOU

1. What are you doing now?
Filling this out lol

2. What are you doing tonight?
going to bed.

4. Do you have to work?
at 6 am.

CURRENTLY

1. Currently dating someone:
nope

2. Like someone:
I hate this question lol..I dont like analyzing if I do like people or not. It just leads to stupid thoughts, which I always end up having anyways..I need to learn to just go with the flow...
Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
11:09 pm
So this summer has gone by so frickin fast. where the hell did it go? Not that I actually really care about summer or anything..I mean overall I guess it's better than winter, but nothing beats the fall. So Im defintely looking forward to that and dragging that out as long as possible.

I've done a TON of motorcycle riding so thats been great. Angela I think has accompanied me on pretty much every ride and thats been fun. Someone to ride with when the parents dont wanna ride next to me on theirs. It was funny tonight because Nate and I were supposed to have band practice but he had to work overtime..bummer, but totally understandable...so mom says "if u go on a bike ride, call Angela"..so duh, of course Im going on a bike ride..so I call her and ya know, like always we dont know where we are headed..just taking off. End up in CASEVILLE. what the hell? yeah it was spontaneous and super fun. Walked along the breakwall and all that good stuff. Froze our asses off on the way home though..literally 35mph and as much movement with our arms as possible while still keeping balance on the bike. So when I dropped her off she lent me 2 sweatshirts to ride the rest of the way home in lol. Awesome night though.

And for Clark, '5am is going to come early'.
Monday, August 7th, 2006
11:08 pm
Wow, I can't believe it's monday night. GM has been taking up a ton of my time but it's been great overall....Abe's bday party was great..I had a lot of fun although I don't recall some parts of the night. I hadn't done that in awhile and I'm glad I never blacked out completely. Just a few things here and there....

Anyways, tonight was really good. Angela and I met Dave and Melanie up at their house in Frankenmuth. Then we went to Ginje's or Genji's...something like that, wonderful time man. Just make sure you take a lot of money!! But it was worth the cost for sure. During dinner Dave and I ordered a tall Killians..ya know, cuz thats what we do...and then the waitress asked Dave if he wanted another..he declined..so I finished mine and later she asked me if I wanted another. I said "no thanks, my water is fine"..about 2 minutes later she was setting another tall Killians in front of me...Dave and Angela both ask "didn't you say 'no'?" to which I respond..."I sure did say no, but she must know me" he he. After dinner we all went to the Deadcreek saloon. And man oh man...After ordering drinks we hear this lady get up and just start ripping this guy apart left and right. Just screaming...F this F that.."you don't hit women" like a thousand times...This literally went on for about 5-10 minutes and we are all sitting there thinking........'isn't someone gonna stop her?' finally she nailed the guy who went flying and landing hard on the ground. He casually got back up and sat back down next to her at the bar where she verbally assualted him for another good 5 minutes until he left...she was obviously wasted, and he looked drunk too..Then she apologized to the whole bar..and I start clapping..so everyone joins in and she stands on a chair and bows..and man..quite the entertainment lol...

Then I felt bad for Melanie and Angela cuz Dave and I sat and ressurected old times for a good 1/2 hour..but they were laughing along with us, even though they didn't experience any of the debauchery 1st hand like we did. And on the way home Angela said it was okay because she was having a good time listening to the stories.

Alright 5 am is gonna come early.
Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
8:46 pm
I bought a new drumset (well new to me). It's pretty neat. It needs a lil TLC but it makes noise so thats a good plus. Ive been messing with them all evening. Damn GM, giving me the money to buy things I want, but not enough time to play with them! Ive already wasted more than an hour jamming, and thats not including the time I spent checking them over, and then leaving a deposit. Then a mile down the road realized...well shit, I can just have dad loan me the money right? Right. So dad meets me at the credit union and I promise to pay him back manana and all that stuff. So yeah back to the house to pay the rest, load em up, move em out. Get home, load em in, set em up. Play play play. I need a shower and it's almost bed time. But I got a new drumset dammnit!
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